Postcards of a Life
When I left home, for numerous reasons, I never looked back.
My father sent me postcards.
The first one was a cockatoo perched in a cage. The slogan read, If You Canít Afford the Vet, You Canít Afford the Pet. He had scrawled, Why are you ignoring us? In his barely legible handwriting I mistook for, Why are you boring us?
By the time I married, working endless hours at my taxidermy business, I received his second postcard. On the front was a photo of Whistlerís Mother. Not an arbitrary choice, nothing my father did ever was. I knew that Whistler had only referred to this painting as "Arrangement in Grey and Black." So, I was not surprised when I flipped over the postcard to read, Your mother left me.
A new decade brought the third, a stunning color photograph of the sunset at Waikiki beach. The front had HAWAII embossed in silver letters. He wrote Mai Taiís and bikinis galore, wish you were here.
The year I turned sixty, I got the fourth, a week before my birthday. I almost accidentally tossed it out with the junk mail. It was a completely black front, no picture, no logo. I turned it over, an invitation to his funeral.
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26 May 2010
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